Saturday, February 2, 2008

you may say im a dreamer, well im not the only one.

I have no idea what is bringing about this bout of horriffic dreams I have been having almost every night. The dreams, this time are different from the nightmares I have always had. There is always an associated drunk feeling...as if I am unable of holding myself up, walk in a straight line, and often times I will fall to the floor and not be able to get up because of my heavy swaying head along with this comes the feeling like I am hitting on head on everything nearby constantly.
Yesterday after going to class and all that whatnot I slept for three hours in the middle of the day night mare free. I don't know if this was because I basically passed out from being sleep deprived...but i did dream, but not badly.
I am constantly tiered, even when I wake up. I feel these dreams keep me from sleeping, even if I am sleeping for8-12 hours! waking up is so hard and feels like I havent rested yet.
Part of my dream last night involved watching a movie in class and licking cocaine off a sticky with scum desk and diving under tables at a train station.

all these things aside i am only slightly worried and excited at the same time.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

i hope your dreams improve. . .
hearing about them saddens me.

however, they are always interesting