I gotta leave her my girl, get on with my lonely life...

my writing class is going on a field trip to the library today...........

sorry, I thought I was in college.

not going to that bullshit


Just applied for two jobs via the craigslist, pretty exciting, hope i get a call back from one today...or at least an e-mail in the next few days...this wal-mart bullshit makes me want to die. since when was i fated to work at wal-mart?!?!?! what the fuck man! i just know that this time last year i didnt think i was gonna be in this hell hole...and now...now ill have worked there for a whole year in two weeks.fdnhjsnblfgkb mskflnb;lsnbgfsnljkbdfnbjdnkjfnnjdjdhskfmvk.

who am i to claim such moral heights?

if i let you down, it wasn't me, but you, who kept me 'round...
and if you should feel betrayed... it wasn't me, but you who made me stay.

work was so hard today, i haven't worked a busy Saturday alone in a good six months or more.
my arms are all sore from lifting children all day. at the same time my head is spinning from having to make happy sounds and my throat hurts from yaying and cooing to babies =(
pros= 36 hours this week

some asshole scheduled a 7 o clock appointment online today... i seriously felt like i was gonna kill a bitch when i saw it appear on the books at around 4pm. (we close at 7)


Aly: i was working on this really great mix for you for like 3 days...and when i was one craigslist the other day i totally accidentally deleted it =( but i promise promise promise it will be up soon

reading old posts is exciting.

and sometimes makes me cry.

today is not.....

---exciting, i mean.


.....on my lunch break....

hating my job

Do you remember me? I killed your family

have had the new post tab up on my browser for the last 2 days.


- deleted 90% of my music library due to computer stupidity that could have been avoided

- going to see sigur ros on tuesday

- going to be working way too much over the next 2 weeks cause my boss is leaving for puerto rico on the second.

- i think its that time of year again, the time where i get really depressed and just want to sit in my room and sulk.

- the new record player is a piece of shit...

-went to camera show today....cool

-im ridiculously angry right now and i really couldn't tell you why

-need to shoot need to shoot need to shoot., some photos.





bleeeeehhhh

heeeeeeeeeeeellooooo pingy!!!!

Fuck hotel congress

and i'll tell you why:

last month tried to buy tickets to see octopus project, they told me i couldnt cause it was a 21+ show, so phil goes alone; day of show, there he is and they are letting in the underage, so he calls me up and i have to pay like $5 extra for tickets day of and the second band just got off stage.
ALSO!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okkerville river is playing sept 26, ive seen flyers all over goddamned down town advertising the show, no where on it does it say 21+!!!!!!!! i try to buy tickets they tell me i cant, i ask if its gonna be like last time and they laugh, i check the congress website and there is NOTHING on there about that show being 21+ so today i call and ask, they say it is, i ask if its gonna be like last time, bitch says "i can't answer that question for you" ASSHOLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
do they just hate me? seriously? wtf???? the bands probably say they want an all ages show, but congress dos'nt want all ages in the club, so they hide it till day of..fucking twats, goddammit


so im planning on going to see okkerville river on the 26th, who's with me?

Fuck you, September.

Always the shittiest month of the year.
I will fucking tell you what.

what better way to come into fucking September than with worst night of my life in the past 8 months crying until 5 am.

FUCK!kgbsd;klgnv



fuck man,

i feel pathetic...

....i really need someone to talk to.