Whatever, life.

I have been in the strangest mood all day. maybe it has something to do with the dehydration or maybe its cause i slept all day.
I had a dream that we found a man from the past and he fell in love with the present. it was bizare to say the least, i kind of feel like i shouldnt tell anyone about it, he was very secretive.
Today I have longed for a boyfriend, someone to stand behind me and clasp his hands at my hip while his arms rest around my waist. thats all I really want. maybe someone to fuck and someone to sing me to sleep. oh well.This is for tonight, and im gonna try it.
As of late i have learned a lot about myself and how much i have no regard for the problems of others. i really just dont care, its not apathy as much as it is selfishness.
I am going out, im going to get shitty, i dont know where im going and i dont know where im sleeping tonight, i do know i am going to work at 10 am. this should be interesting.