I once had a life, or rather, life had me....

Cristina,
Close relationships are apt to be quite a handful now. The strength of your will pulls new opportunities towards you. They may not fall right into your lap, but they are within reach. Although it may seem like you are getting a raw deal, someone is actually doing you a favor.

Thank you horoscope for lifting my spirits every now and again.
just when shit gets hard and I feel like I'm making all the wrong decisions...apparently its still within my reach, anyway the rest of that sounds a little negative.

Going to San Francisco on the 20th, getting back on the 28th. These dates are subject to change in the 1-2 day range. Hopefully this will be exciting...I'm a little scared, fucking terrified actually. sleeping arrangements are sketchy as hell to say the least right now, I have no idea how I'm gonna stay alive or what I'm gonna do after I land...but we'll see. haven't been able to get a hold of Greg really, but Im sure if I show up anywhere in the bay area he'd be more than accommodating.

Phil says that he is going to go also, I'm a little scared that he's not gonna, but well...hrm, we'll see about that too.

My main concern is finances. Im pretty sure i can afford everything as long as I dont eat, and maybe stop buying cigarettes and coffee all the time.

jesus christ.

oh, and i just got this one.::


You've got to take care of some financial issues that aren't going anywhere on their own. It's a good time to tackle serious problems -- or to clear away obstacles to investment or growth.