omg.sh again.

http://www.thingsyoungerthanmccain.com/

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http://www.npr.org/blogs/politics/2008/08/unfortunate_headline_of_the_da.html

update maybe?

So lemme just say that San Francisco is probably the most exceptional city I have had the pleasure to visit in the United states.
I loved it, lots and lots. There is nowhere else i would like be by this time next year but in the throes of that city, attending the Academy of Art University, studying my little heart out over photographs and spending my days in the foggy splendor, but lets be real, there is no fucking way I can afford it. Regardless, I'm still gonna (at least until my spirit is completely broken) spend a whole crap load of energy doing everything in my power to be there by next fall.

This is the first time ive used the internet for more than 10mins in the past two months maybe. wow, its like a fix i've been needing for weeks. oh blog, how i missed thee. Needless to say, no i have not read your updates, and no offense but i dont have time to go backlogging.

registering for classes needs to be done and fucking Pima online isthe pbiggest pain in my ass since may, when i needed it last.

just applied for a job at Rembrandt photography which is a prestigious little local studio that does senior portraits as well as event dispatch shooting (weddings ect.). they will pay me more than the crap ass "hee-haw factory"* that im in now minimum, so thats a plus, but they claim experience will win you a higher wage, and that ive got. So, here's to hoping I get that job. Perhaps i will call my grandmother and have her pray to St. Anthony for me :P


*how my mother refers to my place of work

is it so so wrong?

so lets just say those tequila shots from last post didnt go over so well.

The more I learn about The Academy of Art University, and just how outlandishly fabulous it is the more I want to go, the more I learn how outlandishly expensive it is, the more it looks like I wont be able to.


http://sfbay.craigslist.org/sfc/apa/756593983.html

seriously, I want to live there. omfg. Seriously thinking about making an appointment to check that place out while im there.

So, it looks like I may be on the streets of San Francisco for the last day and a half of my trip. To be honest it excited me a little. If theres one place I'd like to be tramping about in July, its San Francisco.

ugh, I feel like there is this ominous cloud of guilt hanging over my head and I cant seem to get rid of it.strange thing is that its guilt for like... myself. there is probably a word for that but I feel the pain as if Ive wronged someone, but the someone I've wronged is me....I don't get it.

just got home from work. Rachel is at work and the boyfriend doesn't wanna hang out with me till ten....................uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh.

Sometimes I wish my life held a little more substance.

I guess its time for left overs and a couple hard shots of tequila.
fuck

you'll say that its no big deal

Today I received a message via facebook that made me remember why for a long time, or rather, for about four months I really wanted to try and stay single, at least for a while.

I'm not sure what to do about a lot of things right now, but I think I'm gonna figure some shit out tonight, and by some shit, I mean most shit. I do good with alone time.

There is a termite crawling on my door, this house is insane.

Let me tell you this that I've discovered: Getting older has not helped my ability to judge folks when I first meet em. In fact I think it may be impaired.

gots my tickets.

leave Tucson 11:45AM 21 Jul
arrive in Oakland 3:32 PM 21 Jul

frolicking in San Francisco.

leave Oakland 2:09 PM 29 Jul
arrive in Tucson 7:35 PM 29 Jul

cantwait omgsh



Today I woke up at 11am and was supposed to be at work by 9:45am...omgsh