The realization that my need to get the hell out of Tucson is waining comes as worrisome.
never the less it comes along with a lack of ambition and overall feelings of giving up. perhaps it is because of current financial issues, perhaps it is the imminent "school".

Fuck hotel congress

and i'll tell you why:

last month tried to buy tickets to see octopus project, they told me i couldnt cause it was a 21+ show, so phil goes alone; day of show, there he is and they are letting in the underage, so he calls me up and i have to pay like $5 extra for tickets day of and the second band just got off stage.
ALSO!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okkerville river is playing sept 26, ive seen flyers all over goddamned down town advertising the show, no where on it does it say 21+!!!!!!!! i try to buy tickets they tell me i cant, i ask if its gonna be like last time and they laugh, i check the congress website and there is NOTHING on there about that show being 21+ so today i call and ask, they say it is, i ask if its gonna be like last time, bitch says "i can't answer that question for you" ASSHOLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
do they just hate me? seriously? wtf???? the bands probably say they want an all ages show, but congress dos'nt want all ages in the club, so they hide it till day of..fucking twats, goddammit


so im planning on going to see okkerville river on the 26th, who's with me?

Are you Sensation?

So, Ive got three jobs on the line right now, all of which include attractive women and full to partial nudity.
As soon as I actually sit down and get this wedding stuff out of the way, shits gonna get awesome. hopefully.

Yesterday was pretty shitty, and then it got pretty great. After my writing class I went down to 4th to meet Phil, we walked to the BookStop which was amazing and everything except what I was specifically looking for. So I left with Lolita and White Noise and a really awesome photo book called The Body. Its hot, to say the least. Afterwards we drove to his place so I could make him listen to Tigercity and he could show me his extensive collection of LPs, which was amazing. But on the way there...there was an interview with Vladimir Nobokov's son on npr and I thought it was all too awesome considering I had just bought Lolita. So that was great.
I watched Taxi Driver for the first time yesterday, and holy fucking shit, Amazing.
I never ever thought I would hear myself say that Robert Deniro was hot, under any circumstances, but hot fucking damn.
watch Texi driver.
thats all ive got to say.




P.S. what the fuck is with the state of Pima Community College students and how can they honestly tell me they have never heard of NPR and have no idea what it is! OMGSH!


oh, also i just found out my grandma has Primary biliary chyrrosis....bleh.

R.I.P.

Attention Tucsonians: GET OUT OF TUCSON BEFORE YOU DIE!

seriously.
just this week, David's room mate and then Melissa's boyfriend. WTF man. everyone here is dying. There have been sixteen murders in town since the beginning of 2008. Now, Davids roomate was not murdered, but he overdosed on oxy and booze, but Melissa's boyfriend was murdered. wtf, again. this really sucks alot extra than a normal murder cause she is like 4 months pregnant with his baby. and he was only 27. so sad. R.I.P. David's roommate and Melissa's boyfriend, I didnt know either of you, and its a shame that i never will.

oh and i bought a new Camera.
Canon 40D. its the new sexy.